am going back out into it for the third winter in a row. predawns riding through boston on my bicycle, through the snow and sleet, to get home from work at the bar. the charles is icing over as always. it is more relaxing than i remember, getting intimate with all the seasons.
to the liquor store for madeira and blackstrap rum, for eggnog, for a party.
am considering making a little list--the year in poetry. the year in music is already on my ipod (johnny cash's last, tom petty's and josh rouse's and bettye lavette's and the national's and punch brothers' latest, martha wainwright's edith piaf revival (all french all live in NYC)). the year in poetry should be posted as one poem a piece from each collection i loved. will post in discerption over the course of the day.
we need to finishing repainting the bathroom. we need things to put on the walls...
sorry, we made a slight change in plans. for new year's eve, cheese and spumante, at home. for new year's day/night, eggnog with bacardi anejo and calvados, at friends'. the shopping is done, now my last poem of the year:
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my body is far out
being rocked by the waves
waiting for me to find it
and set it straight
the small, wild creatures
that fell under my poetry
lifeandlimb
come back now
with strange faces
that call me
brother
father
friend
say
lend a hand
well, you can have it
my name
my wife and son
my late nights
under water
i wake up and
every bone
fiber of my flesh
has its own intention
we move
a herd
through the kitchen
and the blue shadows of morning
i smoke a cigarette
i drink a glass of whiskey
i wait for a song
to come